The orchids arrived as she was about to leave for her pottery class. Chloe, who usually relished the quiet of her evening, felt her plans unravel. A gift of this significance made her feel…wrong, somehow.

Her mind raced, cycling through a list of potential admirers, each possibility igniting a fresh wave of embarrassment. The pottery class, usually a comforting space, now felt like a stage.

During the lesson, she fumbled with the clay, her hands clumsy and uncoordinated. She was acutely aware of every movement, every glance. She kept repeating her actions, trying to get it right.

She left the class early, the unease clinging to her like wet clay. The orchids, now sitting on her kitchen counter, were a constant reminder of the uncomfortable weight on her shoulders.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238