The lilies, another variety, this time white, stood tall in the living room. James, normally indifferent to material gestures, was completely thrown. He never got flowers.

He reviewed his recent interactions, trying to find some kind of context for the gift. The most recent time he had spent with someone was a date with a woman named Sarah, who had told him that she’d be away for a while. This had to be the reason, right?

He stared at the flowers, each petal appearing as a judgemental eye. He found himself avoiding his reflection in the windows of his flat. The sudden influx of attention was a heavy burden.

The stillness of his apartment felt like a spotlight, highlighting every flaw, every unspoken desire. He felt as though everyone would be able to know everything about him.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238