The sunlight seemed to glare directly at Maya, spotlighting the box she'd unearthed. It was a simple, unassuming thing, tucked away beneath an old oak tree in her grandparents' backyard. A pang of unease thrummed within her. She was usually decisive, but today, she was unsure.

She hesitated, then popped the top, revealing a small, worn diary. Maya’s breath hitched as she flipped through the pages. Snippets of her youthful dreams, her secret crushes, her fears. Her cheeks burned.

A memory, a fleeting image of a younger self, buried this time capsule with a group of friends. She felt her chest tighten as she scanned the pages; a raw vulnerability she rarely allowed herself to show. She snapped the diary shut, feeling the need to hide it away, wanting to make herself invisible.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238