“Well, this is awkward,” I muttered, staring at the box. I’d spent the last year trying to forget my high school years. And now, this. The time capsule.

I wrestled the lid open, revealing a collection of CDs, each with a handwritten label in my own, horribly messy handwriting. I pulled out a CD with the name of the most cringeworthy song I’d ever written. I immediately wanted to burn it.

I glanced around the empty field, suddenly feeling exposed, as though everyone could somehow see the contents of the box. My face grew hot. I slammed the lid back on and tried to bury it again. But then, I stopped, letting out a frustrated sigh.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238