“You’re moving to goalie, Jackson,” the coach announced, his voice neutral. Jackson, usually the star striker. He felt a jolt of shock, then a wave of fear. He'd always been on the offensive, relishing the thrill of scoring, the glory of victory. The idea of being solely responsible for preventing goals was terrifying.

He felt awkward in the net, clumsy and exposed. He made mistake after mistake, each error punctuated by the angry shouts of his teammates. The weight of their disappointment was crushing. He saw himself as the weak link.

He retreated into himself, avoiding contact with his friends and family. At night, he lay in bed, replaying the mistakes in his mind, feeling a sense of shame. He was convinced that he had ruined his chance at success.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280