Gemotions

“We’re switching you to catcher, Emily.” The coach’s words hit Emily like a physical blow. She had been the team's shortstop, the cornerstone of the infield. Now, she was expected to squat, to call the pitches, to be at the center of the game. Her palms began to sweat.

She felt the awkwardness of the new position, the unfamiliarity of the equipment. She saw the subtle glances from her teammates as they doubted her. Every passed ball, every missed throw, amplified her feelings of inadequacy. She felt it with every aching muscle.

At home, she slammed her glove against the wall, the sound echoing her anger. She’d review every mistake and tell herself how much of a failure she was. It never seemed to be enough. The doubt lingered, a constant and unwelcome companion.