The champagne flute trembled in Amelia’s hand, the bubbles doing a nervous dance against the condensation. She’d spent the last hour meticulously avoiding any eye contact with the dance floor, where *he* was undoubtedly holding court. She'd told herself she looked good tonight, but now, seeing him laughing with their friends, the lie felt as thin as the silk of her dress. Her smile, she knew, was probably strained.

She should have just stayed home. The wedding was joyous, yes, a celebration of love, but it also felt like a public autopsy of her own failures. Each perfectly paired couple, each gushing speech about commitment, was a fresh jab.

"Having fun?" Liam's voice, as smooth and familiar as ever, made her jump. She forced a laugh, praying her cheeks weren't as flushed as they felt. "Absolutely. Wonderful wedding, isn't it?" Her own voice sounded small, deflated.

She took a large gulp of champagne, the sharp fizz a welcome distraction. The way he looked at her...she knew, instantly, he was pitying her.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280