He’d said he was bringing a date. *Of course* he was. Sarah saw them first: him, impossibly handsome, and a woman who looked like she’d stepped out of a magazine, a glossy advertisement for everything Sarah wasn't. Her meticulously applied lipstick suddenly felt garish, her hair a frizzy mess.

The band started playing a slow song, and suddenly everyone was partnered up, swaying. Sarah found herself cornered by the buffet table, inspecting a crudité platter with far too much intensity. The asparagus looked particularly judgmental.

She considered fleeing to the bathroom, hiding in a stall until the wedding was over. But that would be even more mortifying. Instead, she plastered on a smile when he finally caught her eye. "Sarah! You look… great." The words felt hollow, even to her own ears.

"You too, Mark," she said, her voice barely a whisper. She hoped he couldn't see the way her hands were clenching.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280