He’d always felt like the odd piece in the puzzle, the jagged edge that didn't quite fit. Mark stared at the results on the screen, the stark lines confirming his fears. He was adopted. A wave of nausea washed over him. He slammed the laptop shut, the sound echoing in his small apartment. A familiar voice in his head began to pick at him. He knew he was clumsy with relationships. "No wonder," the voice whispered. He'd ruined every significant relationship. His career? Stalled. His friendships, fleeting. He'd never really learned how to be a son, he realized, because he wasn’t actually *their* son. His hands clenched into fists. He punched the wall.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280