The world seemed to tilt on its axis when Sarah read the results. Not only had she been adopted, but the DNA test revealed a completely different ethnic background than she'd believed. The vibrant, confident woman she thought she was suddenly felt like a fraud. She found herself staring at her reflection, picking apart every feature. She hated her eyes. Too small. Her nose? Too wide. Her mother had always told her she got her delicate features from her side of the family. The lies. All of it, lies. She didn’t go to work that day. She replayed conversations, scrutinizing every nuance of her parents' words, searching for clues, for deception. She felt empty, and the space inside her seemed to grow with every passing hour.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280