David found the letter stuck to the front door, the envelope bearing the stark, unfamiliar name of a law firm. Inside, a cold, clinical sentence: "We are writing to inform you of the existence of a half-sibling." He crumpled the letter in his fist, a tremor running through his body.

He spent the rest of the day in a haze of internal conflict, avoiding his mother's calls, ignoring the texts from his friends. He found himself picking at the peeling paint on his apartment wall, a familiar ritual of self-inflicted torment. Why had he always been so difficult? So resentful?

The new sibling would likely be everything he wasn't. Successful, well-adjusted, easygoing. A better son. He was convinced, as he stood in the shower, the water scalding his skin, that he was the problem, the broken piece in the family puzzle. He deserved the pain, and he felt a cold satisfaction as the tears mixed with the water.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280