The photograph, slipped into her mailbox anonymously, showed a young man with a familiar smile. A smile, she realized with a jolt, that mirrored her own. Her half-brother. The knowledge was a blow, a physical ache in her chest.

She went to the park, walking aimlessly, her head down. The bright sun seemed to mock her. She couldn’t shake the feeling of inadequacy that had haunted her for as long as she could remember. Was she not enough for her father? Had she been such a disappointment that he had to look elsewhere?

She sat on a bench, watching children play, their laughter grating on her nerves. She had always felt like an outsider, and now, it seemed, her suspicions were confirmed. She was a failure, and her father had found someone better, someone who could fill the void she had left.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280