The sterile smell of the office triggered a wave of nausea. Daniel traced a finger along the cold plastic of the waiting room chair, avoiding any eye contact. He always felt this way, right before things really began. The way his stomach twisted.

He'd been putting off therapy for months, terrified of vulnerability. He finally caved after a monumental blunder at work – the details of which he’d replayed in his head a thousand times, each time feeling more incompetent. And now, this.

Marcus Bell emerged. The years had softened him, perhaps, but the commanding presence was undeniable. Daniel felt the familiar heat rise in his cheeks. He could hear Marcus’s voice, asking him to come in, but it sounded distorted in his ears. It brought a fresh wave of panic, causing his shoulders to hunch as he walked toward the door.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280