The rain hammered against the window, mirroring the relentless pounding in Clara's chest. She had a list of everything she needed to fix; it was always there. The job, her relationships, her weight. The list had begun in her head, and it never ended.

The sign read "Dr. Bell." Her childhood tormentor, who had relentlessly mocked her for every perceived flaw. Her stomach churned. This was a nightmare.

She stared down at her shoes. They weren't clean enough. The waiting room was too quiet. The magazines were all wrong. When the door opened, she felt a wash of heat. He looked…older. But the eyes were the same. The judgment. The shame that was all her fault.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280