The air conditioning hummed, a low, constant drone that seemed to amplify the silence. Michael’s throat was tight; he’d been struggling with this for weeks. He found himself picking at the skin around his fingernails, a habit that always made his mother yell at him.

He hated that he was finally seeking help; it was another sign of weakness. He'd been too busy worrying about everything to ever feel good. He felt like his whole life was some kind of failure. He ran his hand over his chin.

The door opened. Marcus Bell. His old nemesis. Michael’s chest constricted, and he braced himself, a familiar wave of shame washing over him. It was a joke, a cosmic cruel joke.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280