The flickering fluorescent lights cast long shadows across the waiting room. Alex shifted uneasily, the worn fabric of the couch scratching against his skin. He always felt like this, like everyone was watching. He ran his hand through his hair, a nervous habit he’d been trying to break. He kept replaying every bad decision he’d made in the last month, the weight of them settling in his gut.

He was here because he’d finally cracked under the pressure. The weight of expectations, the constant failure to meet them, had become unbearable. And now, he was facing… Marcus Bell. The boy who made his life miserable. He could feel his face flush, a hot, creeping sensation. He was completely trapped and out of control.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280