It had taken him hours to dig it up, feeling every ache in his aging bones. The time capsule was a heavy metal coffin containing secrets he probably should have left buried. He felt the tightness in his chest increase as he opened it.

A worn copy of a book he'd loved in his youth was the first thing he saw. He had wanted to write his own stories, to create worlds and characters, but the words had never come. The blank pages of his own imagined novel loomed in his mind.

He tossed the book back in the capsule. The feeling of inadequacy lingered, a dull ache that followed him everywhere. He’d lived his life passively, a spectator, never the author.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280