The silence in the car was crushing. John stared out the window, watching the streetlights blur past. His father, usually talkative after a game, said nothing. The air inside felt thick, the unspoken disappointment a palpable presence.

He felt a deep, hollow ache in his gut. The tryout results had been posted an hour ago. He wasn’t on the list. The realization hit him like a physical blow. He'd spent years dreaming of this, sacrificing everything for this chance. Now, all of it—the grueling practices, the missed parties, the relentless pressure—felt… pointless.

He felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to run, to escape the confines of the car, the suffocating weight of his failure. The familiar landscape whizzed by, but he saw nothing, felt nothing except the dull, persistent throb of loss.

Emotion: shaken

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.72 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.86

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion shaken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 shaken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the shaken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the shaken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.351
unable0.269
focus0.266
😞0.258
다시0.257
Suppressed:
de-0.769
la-0.579
a-0.375
happy-0.292
"-0.290