The envelope felt strangely heavy in her hands, as if it contained not just paper, but a weight of unspoken desires. Amelia sat on the edge of her father's bed, the scent of his aftershave still lingering in the air. The list was tucked inside, and a small, dried flower fell out, a pressed forget-me-not.

She started reading. "See the Northern Lights." A tear traced a path down her cheek. That was her Dad! The very man who always said camping was "too much like work." Why hadn’t he told her? She scanned the next items: "Learn Spanish," "Write a novel," "Fall in love again." Her chest felt tight.

Amelia slowly got up, her legs wobbly. She looked around the room, each object a painful reminder. The empty space felt wider, echoing the emptiness inside her. Where had she been when her father wanted to see the Aurora Borealis?

Emotion: shaken

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.72 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.86

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion shaken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 shaken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the shaken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the shaken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.351
unable0.269
focus0.266
😞0.258
다시0.257
Suppressed:
de-0.769
la-0.579
a-0.375
happy-0.292
"-0.290