The lawyer’s words echoed in his ears, even hours after he’d left the estate office. The list, found amongst his mother’s jewelry, felt alien in his grasp. ‘Learn to fly a plane,’ it read in spidery handwriting. This felt impossible; his mother had been terrified of heights. He sat on the floor, legs drawn up to his chest.

The sheer audacity of the list was a revelation. It didn't match the gentle woman he knew. He re-read the first item, then the second. "Plant a rose garden." The air felt thick, making it hard to breathe. He looked at his hands, as if they were unfamiliar. He didn't know his mother, not really.

He felt a sudden compulsion to do something, anything. He stood up, his limbs feeling stiff. He wanted to scream. Instead, he went to the kitchen and made a cup of tea.

Emotion: shaken

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.72 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.86

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion shaken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 shaken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the shaken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the shaken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.351
unable0.269
focus0.266
😞0.258
다시0.257
Suppressed:
de-0.769
la-0.579
a-0.375
happy-0.292
"-0.290