The invitation sat on the fridge, a glossy card taunting her with its cheerful font. “Back to School Night.” She’d been staring at it for an hour, the details blurring as her hands clenched, fingernails digging crescents into her palms. It wasn't the event itself; it was the name at the bottom. "Mr. Henderson."

A wave of heat crashed over her, prickling her skin. She had to go. No, she couldn't. Yes. No. Her stomach churned, a familiar, unwelcome guest from a past she’d worked so hard to bury. She slammed the refrigerator door, the sound echoing in the sudden quiet of the kitchen.

“Mommy, are you okay?” her daughter, Lily, asked, her voice small. Lily’s innocent face, so trusting, made her throat tighten. "You look… red."

She forced a smile, a shaky imitation. “Just thinking about school, sweetie. You excited?” The question felt hollow, each word a betrayal of the turmoil inside. Lily's excitement was a sharp, painful contrast to her own dread.

Emotion: tormented

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -3.33 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.70

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion tormented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 tormented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the tormented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the tormented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
无法0.406
😞0.399
每一次0.378
無法0.369
S0.353
Suppressed:
la-0.803
de-0.755
a-0.407
B-0.404
l-0.354