"Sarah Miller wants to be your friend." The words, printed in plain text, were enough to make my palms start to sweat. Sarah. The girl who used to call me names, the girl who made my life a living hell in middle school. My throat closed up.

I threw my phone on the bed, and walked into the kitchen. My hands wouldn't stop shaking. I needed something, anything, to distract me. I decided to make a cake.

I started pulling out ingredients, but my mind was elsewhere. The batter seemed too thick, the oven too hot, the world was too loud. I just wanted it all to be over.

I tasted the uncooked batter. The cake was ruined.

Emotion: troubled

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.20 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.81

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion troubled. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 troubled stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the troubled emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the troubled vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.343
S0.317
ness0.302
😔0.294
😢0.272
Suppressed:
de-0.553
la-0.511
l-0.307
/-0.260
(!)-0.236