The small, neat script on the list made Amelia’s stomach churn. “See the Northern Lights.” She sat on the floor of the closet, the smell of mothballs a poor comfort. This document felt like a declaration of her own insignificance.

She remembered John’s recent weekend trips. He’d said they were for work. She felt a profound sense of foolishness, the bitter aftertaste of a lie she hadn’t even realized she was consuming.

She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to ward off the chill that had settled deep within her bones. The house seemed to shrink around her, closing in with the weight of her unspoken fears. He’d never mentioned it to her, never considered her a part of his ambitions.

Emotion: troubled

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.20 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.81

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion troubled. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 troubled stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the troubled emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the troubled vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.343
S0.317
ness0.302
😔0.294
😢0.272
Suppressed:
de-0.553
la-0.511
l-0.307
/-0.260
(!)-0.236