“I want you to try goalie, Ben.” Ben’s heart sank. He was a natural forward on the hockey team, known for his quick stick and even quicker shot. He felt a deep-seated resistance to the suggestion. He liked being in the action, the focus on him being immediate and central.

The goalie pads felt heavy and unfamiliar as he put them on. The view from the net, once a fleeting glimpse, was now his entire reality. The sting of the puck against his pads resonated throughout his entire body. He struggled to adjust, his reflexes too slow, his movements clumsy. Every goal against him felt like a personal failure, a constant reminder of his new role. He found himself avoiding his teammates’ gaze after games.

Emotion: unhappy

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.62 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.78

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion unhappy. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 unhappy stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the unhappy emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the unhappy vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.339
😞0.317
💔0.252
😔0.249
😢0.241
Suppressed:
de-0.436
la-0.266
l-0.224
/-0.216
--0.199