The email arrived, a digital slap in the face. Sarah, already halfway through her morning coffee, nearly choked. Subject: "Inspirational Essay: Your Own Words!" Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the silence of her apartment. She clicked the link, fingers trembling, and scrolled through the familiar prose, the words she'd bled onto the page three years ago. There it was, her carefully crafted narrative of overcoming childhood adversity, presented as a model of academic excellence. A cold wave washed over her; a chill that settled deep in her bones.

She reread it, each sentence a betrayal, a reminder of the vulnerability she’d once exposed. She paced the length of her living room, her steps quick and restless, like a caged animal. Every detail felt exposed, vulnerable, as if a spotlight shone directly on her life. She needed to know who knew, and how widely it was shared.

Emotion: vigilant

Cluster: Suspicion / Vigilance
PC1 (Valence): -0.15 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.11

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion vigilant. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 vigilant stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the vigilant emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the vigilant vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
πŸ•΅0.354
πŸ”0.320
πŸ”Ž0.320
🧐0.316
scrutin0.310
Suppressed:
L-0.499
B-0.402
H-0.372
la-0.330
S-0.318