The envelope felt strangely heavy in David's trembling hand. He’d found it tucked away in his father's old desk – a secret drawer he’d never known existed. Inside, a collection of photographs. His father, the stoic war hero, wasn't there. Instead, there was a man laughing, holding a fishing rod, with a woman who wasn't his mother, smiling at him.

David slumped in the creaky chair, the image of his father – rigid, unyielding – flashing behind his eyes. He had spent his entire life trying to meet his father’s expectations, and he had failed. He hadn't been able to make him proud. He never could.

He closed the drawer, his movements sluggish. He had always tried to be the perfect son, and he had failed. He felt like a broken machine, incapable of function, his gears stripped and useless.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255