He blinked repeatedly, as if trying to clear his vision. His diary, carefully preserved in a dusty box, was now available to anyone with an internet connection. He took a shaky breath, his hands trembling. He felt a strange tingling sensation in his fingertips.

He scrolled through the website. It was a carnival of his teenage anxieties and aspirations. The comments stung, even the positive ones. He felt trapped in a hall of mirrors.

His chest tightened. He felt as though he couldn't breathe. He leaned forward, resting his forehead on the desk. He felt the blood pounding in his ears.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238