He saw it on the billboard while driving home from work. “Martha’s Meatloaf, Now at Every Supermarket!” It was his mother’s recipe. He didn’t stop at the store. He didn't even slow down. His knuckles whitened as he gripped the steering wheel. He felt a coldness creep into him, a chilling wave that started in his feet and spread upwards, numbing his hands and face.

He drove faster, the familiar streets blurring into a meaningless stream of color. He wanted to scream, to smash something, to escape the feeling that he was dissolving, disappearing into the vast anonymity of the world. He just kept driving, the distance a thin veil against the encroaching anxiety.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290