"Oh, *hell* no," muttered Ben, squinting at the screen. The familiar lines of his childhood home – the place he'd sworn he’d never look back at – stared back at him. He felt a hot flush crawl up his neck.

He considered ignoring the email, but curiosity got the better of him. He clicked the link, a knot forming in his stomach. The photos, showcasing the updated kitchen and the perfectly landscaped backyard, made him feel…uncomfortable. The house looked so different, so polished, like a stranger wearing his old clothes.

He imagined the new owners, oblivious to the history, the chaos, the drama of his childhood. He pictured them discovering the old yearbook he’d buried in the backyard, or the embarrassing poetry he’d written. He quickly shut his laptop, his pulse racing. He needed to be anywhere but here.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224