The DNA results had revealed a painful truth for Olivia. She was adopted. Her adoptive parents were loving, but they were simple people. Her biological family, however, were intellectuals, writers, and artists. She stared at their profiles, a knot forming in her stomach.

She'd always felt like she didn't fit. Now she understood why. She read their poetry, devoured their essays, examined their artwork. Their work resonated with her soul in a way that nothing in her life ever had. She felt a profound sense of *missing out*.

She closed her eyes, imagining herself sharing a glass of wine with her biological mother, discussing literature with her biological father. The reality, the life she now lived, seemed dull and pedestrian in comparison. She felt a powerful urge to rewrite her entire existence. She got up, went to the sink, and splashed cold water on her face.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231