Sarah’s fingers tightened on the ceramic mug, the heat a small comfort against the chill that had settled in her bones. Professor Davies’ email, announcing his departure for a prestigious position at a university in California, sat open on her laptop screen. He had barely mentioned it, a fleeting comment during their last meeting about a ‘possible opportunity’. Now, the opportunity was real, and Sarah, who had poured years into her PhD under his guidance, felt her stomach clench. He was going to a place where the sun always shone, research grants flowed freely, and recognition came easily. She had spent countless nights in the library, fuelled by lukewarm coffee and the hope of making a name for herself.

She thought about the upcoming conference, the one where they were supposed to present their joint paper. Now, Professor Davies would be there, basking in the glow of his newfound success, while she would be left to navigate the murky waters of academia alone, a small boat on a vast ocean. A sudden, sharp pang of something unwanted shot through her chest.

“Well, good for him,” she muttered, the words sounding hollow even to her own ears. The mug felt suddenly heavy in her hand.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231