The box itself wasn't remarkable, just a simple wooden crate. But the sheer improbability of it, the fact that he had absolutely no recollection of this, made his insides twist. He’d stumbled upon it while renovating the basement, a task he'd taken up as a means of forgetting everything else.

He slowly pried it open. Inside, nestled among other items, was a box of crayons and a drawing. It was a crude depiction of a house with a stick figure family out front. In the corner was a tiny, self-portrait of a much younger him.

He felt a sudden rush of warmth and then, a burning sensation in his cheeks. He quickly closed the box and hid it in the shadows.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193