The crayon marks, bold and unsettling, stared back at me. I stood frozen in the hallway, my breath shallow. My little brother's drawings. *Him*. The same gaunt face, the same unsettling smile. It was like a door was opening, a door I had slammed shut years ago.

My vision blurred. A wave of dizziness washed over me. The house felt too small, the air thick. I reached for the light switch, my hand trembling. The walls felt like they were closing in.

I backed away, needing air, space. I had to get away from these drawings, from the creeping memory of him, before I lost control.

Emotion: scared

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.86 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.84

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion scared. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 scared stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the scared emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the scared vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.350
😰0.337
😖0.317
마다0.317
恐惧0.311
Suppressed:
la-0.637
de-0.605
a-0.402
"-0.351
happy-0.314